A Post About Nothing

Gossip Girl here Nika Bura aka nobody here.

Long Time No Read.

I could list a bunch of excuses why I stopped blogging. Coz nobody cares. But I won’t. I will only list a couple of vague ones. 

You know how it is. Life just got busy all of a sudden.

I didn’t feel like sharing things online.

I didn’t feel inspired. Didn’t feel like I had anything to say. Didn’t feel like it was worth sharing. 

Bruh, it’s like I said in one of my first posts on here. I only feel inspired when I feel like utter shit. Lately, I haven’t felt like that it seems. At least not entirely. Not like a full-length shit. 

I don’t even know what I’m saying. To be fair, I never did on here.

I don’t even care. I’m just gonna start, or rather, continue writing about whatever crosses my mind these days. Pick up where I left off. 

I don’t know what I’m gonna write about but I noticed I’ve been feeling a bit more anxious lately because

1. I stopped blogging
2. I stopped journaling
3.  I stopped illustrating

and when I don’t do any of those things for a while, my mind’s racing, u guyzzz.

I overthink and overanalyze more than usual. I’ve definitely noticed this over the past few months.

At first, it didn’t reeeally bother me coz everything else in my life was going, may I say, pretty.. well? So I was distracted. You know?

But the racing thoughts are slowly catching up with me. I feel the anxiety jitters creeping back up again.

So here I am. Back at it again.

Taking a vow RIGHT HERE AND NOW that I won’t neglect my hobbies anymore.

I know nobody cares coz I only have like 5 regular readers on here and that’s totally fine.

The reason this blog exists, and continues to exist, is so that I don’t go cuckoo. Completely bananas. So I can be sane. For myself, primarily. But also for all the people in my life.

TL;DR: I AM BACK(ish) AND I COULDN’T BE MORE EXCITED ABOUT IT.

XOXO, GOSSIP GIRL Nika Bura